14 days after

14 hari selepas TVS..

3 hari lepas agak x sbr buat UPT..result nya negatif..

mula2 rasa frust..pastu hilang camtu..

da 4 hari perut asek cramping..rasa cam senggugut..

breast swollen..n x sedap badan..pagi2 rasa x bermaya..

tatau lah ni tanda pregnant or just PMS..

4 hari lagi wat UPT..tu pon if i x period

Ya Allah..perkenankanlah doa hambaMu ini..

My TGS

smlm sy g jumpa doktor..pada hari ke 12 cycle period..tujuan nk scan either folikel telur membesar ke x..
alhamdulillah, folikel membesar bagai juara..n doktor mintak ML setiap hari..memandangkan dlm masa 24jam folikel tu akan pecah dan keluarkan telur..
n klu tadek apa2 yg menghalang, telur ti akan disenyawakan..
dan klu ada rezeki kami..maka dlm masa 2 minggu kemungkinan result UPT akan positif..if not..rawatan lain plak akan diberi..

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku..kurniakan aku rezeki ini..aku bermohon kepada Mu ya Allah.

25 Mei 2011

hope everything gonna be fine..hope my eggs will grow like it should be..

this is my journey to be a mother..ya Allah..perkenankanlah doa hambaMu ini..

Clomid again

ok2..my bad..i lost on track for almost 7 months..not because of i;m already pregnat..but i almost forgot bout this blog..

i have to keep on track..as this blog will be my sweetest memory if one day Allah answer my prayers..

last time, i forgot to brought clomid wif me when i'm away n the pharmacist refused to sell it to me since i did not bring the prescription.. n from that day..i stop seeing the specialist..

my weight keep gaining..70++kg for now..i should stop eating i guess..
ok..last 2 weeksm i went to other specialist..from an-nisa' i change to TMC..
i already have a record here..n the doctor still remember me..i told her everything..n she decided to give me a clomid..again..

at the 12th days of my cycle period i have to see the doctor for the vaginal scan..hope everything is going well..

11 November 2010

my last period is on 17th October..

n if on 17th of november my best friend still refuse to come..so i have to take my hormon pill..

but kita hanya merancang rite?

my best friend 'datang' on 11th..owh..it's so early..26 days cycle..wow!!

the bad news is..at that time..i'm on my way to KL..n i x bawak my clomid..

went to pharmacy..the pharmacist refuse to sell it for me..she want a prescription from my doctor..uhh..

until now..i x call my doctor lg to let her know that i have to cancel my appointment wif her n 24th..urghhh..

November 2010

early november..

i went to an-nisa'..met doctor roseliza..gynaecologist..

she did scanned my ovary..n the result is..my ovary wall was so thick!!..

n since my period was ' tak betul'..she gave me hormon pill that i have to take it once my period delay..

hope this time..it will work..insyaAllah..

on my next appointment..the doc will scan through my 'V'..

I.m Crying...

everytime i heard about someone who are just married n pregnant or 'bunting pelamin'..

but i believe in fate..my time will come someday..