11 November 2010

my last period is on 17th October..

n if on 17th of november my best friend still refuse to come..so i have to take my hormon pill..

but kita hanya merancang rite?

my best friend 'datang' on 11th..owh..it's so early..26 days cycle..wow!!

the bad news is..at that time..i'm on my way to KL..n i x bawak my clomid..

went to pharmacy..the pharmacist refuse to sell it for me..she want a prescription from my doctor..uhh..

until now..i x call my doctor lg to let her know that i have to cancel my appointment wif her n 24th..urghhh..

November 2010

early november..

i went to an-nisa'..met doctor roseliza..gynaecologist..

she did scanned my ovary..n the result is..my ovary wall was so thick!!..

n since my period was ' tak betul'..she gave me hormon pill that i have to take it once my period delay..

hope this time..it will work..insyaAllah..

on my next appointment..the doc will scan through my 'V'..

I.m Crying...

everytime i heard about someone who are just married n pregnant or 'bunting pelamin'..

but i believe in fate..my time will come someday..

Passing By A Baby Store..

i can't take my eyes on babything..

i really wanna have a baby..

i touch the baby shirts..jumper..i smell it..the best smell ever..

i can't wait to have my own baby n visit every baby store n i will buy every single thing just 4 my baby..

After 2 Years Marriage

yes..after 2 years of marriage, me n my husband are still trying to conceive..

i thought it is easy for every married couple to have their own baby..

met gynaecologist once..but she refused to do a check up on me..

at that time i'm only a year and half married..i'm so frustrated..

she just asked me to reduce my weight..to my before-married-weight..

n she gave me 'metformin' that usually used by diebatiec patient..

it's ok then

5 months later..

i had stopped my medication on having a baby..i stopped using metformin..

i took it only for 2 months..

i still remember..it is Ramadhan..n like 2008..i'm fasting 30days straight..no period at all..for almost 2 months..

i'm so excited..i 'feel' pregnant..i bought a pregnancy test..n it was NEGATIVE!!

i just wanna wait for another months..i repeat the test..it's still pop up the same result.