After 2 Years Marriage

yes..after 2 years of marriage, me n my husband are still trying to conceive..

i thought it is easy for every married couple to have their own baby..

met gynaecologist once..but she refused to do a check up on me..

at that time i'm only a year and half married..i'm so frustrated..

she just asked me to reduce my weight..to my before-married-weight..

n she gave me 'metformin' that usually used by diebatiec patient..

it's ok then

5 months later..

i had stopped my medication on having a baby..i stopped using metformin..

i took it only for 2 months..

i still remember..it is Ramadhan..n like 2008..i'm fasting 30days straight..no period at all..for almost 2 months..

i'm so excited..i 'feel' pregnant..i bought a pregnancy test..n it was NEGATIVE!!

i just wanna wait for another months..i repeat the test..it's still pop up the same result.